A lot has happened since I last wrote, so I'll start with this:
Prom- It sucked. I actually cried, and I embarrassed myself, and I felt really bad. I didn't want people's pity, yet they gave it to me anyway, which pretty much mugged me of all the pride I have (which is a lot). And I felt like I was burdening others with my problems, which makes me feel even worse, and gives any dignity I have a swift kick in the ass. If any of this is making sense with all my metaphors and/or want to know why the hell I was so miserable, click the cut, but note a lot of angsty, self-loathing bull shit is underneath of it.( For Angsty Bullshit, Click HereCollapse )
But, I was gorgeous, seriously. I felt and looked like a princess. <3
It also sucked because my ex was a creeper. And not just "Hey, do you want to dance?" over and over again. No. He was a creeper
. He was watching me. From a distance
. And he would follow me
. I was seriously creeped out. The worst part is that he has done it before, and every time he does it, it creeps me out so much more than the last. And my friends caught him looking at them, too, and their dates were like, "We're gonna have to do something about this. . ." XD But, during my break down, when it was J- Rohe's turn to calm me down, I saw him watching me, again
, and I freaked out. I don't know what she did, but she was like. "Ashley, here, could you talk to Leah for a little bit while I go do something?" and she started walking toward him. I don't know what she said to him, but he didn't watch me or anyone else the whole night. But because I freaked out while I was crying, everyone now thinks that I was crying because he was watching me, which makes it so much easier to explain. XDD
Next up (on a lighter note) HETARIA!!!- OMG I SAT THERE, MOUTH GAPEING THE ENTIRE TIME. LITERALLY, I COULDN'T CLOSE IT. OMG HUNGARY AND GOD AND THE FRYING PAN AND FRANCE AND ITALY AND THE INTERCOURSE C
OMIC OMG MY MOTH WOULDN'T SHUT. THE ONLY THINK THAT COULD HAVE POSSIBLY O
F MADE THAT SHOW ANY BETTER WOULD BE IF SP
AIN WAS IN IT!!
Lastly, the best typo ever. I was writing something, and instead of writing "transfuse," I wrote "transmute." XDD I was like wait. . . I'm not an alchemist. . . XD
That is all.